and im all alone in this room. trying to stay away from my fam. and i still can't get over the fact that my maths result turns out to be so shitty and it is such a heartpain srsly. why is it so. it's not like i didn't put any effort into it. omg. i did more than i'd ever did. imcryingforthepatheticlifeimlivinginnow. it will not be a wonder if THE ALVLS rule the headlines for killing jc kids. when im trying to rest to recover from all these stupid pains im running into, i just can't. i couldn't even sleep well for the worries i have in what's that coming up in approx 3mths or so. this is so depressing. le sigh. whatever it is. when there's life, there's hope. i got to believe in that and i hope all my loves are doing fine. i still remember this quote from charlie(if i'm right): 'life is like an onion; we peel it one by one and sometimes we weep.' so i bet it's pretty normal yeap for people to cry when what they're waiting and working for seems far beyond reach and when basically things turns out just against their own wish. i can't help it but to take this space to throw my feelings. yeap. that's all.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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