circle of lies.

i hate anything relative to IT-

when you're at the end of the road... when you're losing control...
bleah bleah bleah. ohlord. i'm having goosebumps. hair standing. literal! i hate ghost stories. whatever about those. damn. now i'm scared of even my bed. my table. imagining something crawling underneath. gosh. this is real freaky. and and i can't be alone. i will imagine it everywhere!!! i'm really scared now. i'm scared. the radio is already on blast. yet i'm hearing silence. and creepy sounds. i hate that damn story. manz. k get over it. get over it. tsk. i CAN FEEL IT! kkkkk i'm not kidding seriously. ah. this post iss eerie. k i'm gna sleep with momz idc. kbai. IM REALLY SCARED. );

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:18 PM

a part of life

this.is.bad. im feeling so sick.unwell.unfit.drowsy.everywhere pain.sneezy.and everything painful.
and im all alone in this room. trying to stay away from my fam. and i still can't get over the fact that my maths result turns out to be so shitty and it is such a heartpain srsly. why is it so. it's not like i didn't put any effort into it. omg. i did more than i'd ever did. imcryingforthepatheticlifeimlivinginnow. it will not be a wonder if THE ALVLS rule the headlines for killing jc kids. when im trying to rest to recover from all these stupid pains im running into, i just can't. i couldn't even sleep well for the worries i have in what's that coming up in approx 3mths or so. this is so depressing. le sigh. whatever it is. when there's life, there's hope. i got to believe in that and i hope all my loves are doing fine. i still remember this quote from charlie(if i'm right): 'life is like an onion; we peel it one by one and sometimes we weep.' so i bet it's pretty normal yeap for people to cry when what they're waiting and working for seems far beyond reach and when basically things turns out just against their own wish. i can't help it but to take this space to throw my feelings. yeap. that's all.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:30 PM

awesome feeling.

now that exams are finally OVER..... i have another problem.
idk what i should do first! hahaha. i only got like a day off tmr and theres alot to do!
ohhammmjee! i survived midz peeps! a sense of accomplishment! hohoh.
KBAI!!!!!!!!! omg happy go lucky lah sey till friday when results is outz/. ugh k toodles.
i want to hug random people. weird.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:30 PM

omgggg. pretty amazing right? LOVESSSS~~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:13 AM

ZOFFO ALERT!

LOOK AT THE MOVES. ALL HAIL.

AWESOME?

this is my first love.

my inspiration. what's yours? (;

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:32 PM

falled for you!

do you scream to yourself often?
I TOTALLY DO!
the boybands are killing my sanity cells! is there such a thing?
who cares. but holyshiats. they're cute. handsome. idk just perfect stylo cooolio godess.
hahahahahaha. k omg. you guys whoever who even reads this should go check out on these guys! superjunior and ss501 and bigbang!!! yes they're koreans! hawt stuffs. lols.
anyone? any suggestions for me to calm down? i'm super high loud and drroooll-ly. k hahahaah byezzzzzz! LOOVEE THEM LOADS. WHAT IF I SEE THEM ONE DAY....

THEN I MIGHT JUST PUT A RING ON THEM (all of them). HOHOH. KBAI.

p.s. sorry for the mental retardness. couldn't help it. OMGGGG!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:58 PM