love hate bye. hi.











there are many things i want to get off my chest lately but i just couldnt find the right time to do it. well. it concerns about many things. how sad that i have to give up a friendship which have been bonded for the past six years. and besides, studies. and everything. it just bothers me.

but for now, i'm just constantly going to remind myself why bother. why get myself all so emotional and heartbroken. and losing hope. and trying hard to fix back my past puzzle when in actual fact i have to look forward and move on. why bother. just oh shit wth and carry on.

well. maybe i always thought i've been lucky. to have really many good friends around, fabbbb family. and all i need to do is share the joy and meet more new people. when only now. only now. that it hits me. that it isn't just like that. there's more. but i'm lazy to elaborate here. hahah. cosss let's look at the greener side! treasure what you have now.

oh BTW.
does anyone knows where to get a kite?
i need to fly a kite soon badly. it's like a wake-up from sleep kind of mission that you must accomplish. k idk how and why. but i think i dreamt about myself joining a kite flying competition that as soon as i woke up there's this sudden urge of FLY KITEEEE! hahah.

next. it's almost a week gone from the hols but it hasn't felt anything like a hol at all! instead. it feels more stressful and a very much hectic week compared to the typical school days. ohgosh. can you imagine. i ACTUALLY mugged for maths! for 3 days 2 nights! still. sadly. i couldn't do part of the paper. my pure still sucks like shizzzel. oh but i can still work on that right? there's never too late for anything fuzzzzz. i'm sounding sooooo william. lols.

can't wait for siloso, bird park, and kite flying!!
k whatelse. till then. BYE!

loves.
"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact." William James.