circle of lies.

Outward Bound has not ended. It just started.

HELLO EVERYONE!
IM BACK! ALIVE AND STILL KICKING! WOOOTS!
Completed OBS and it was such a great experience!
FUN! Tiring but AWESOME!

THANKS to my amazing groupmates.
JOSHUA: the BEST MEDIC anyone can find whom never fails to look after the welfare of every single one of us anytime anywhere.
GRACE and SUNING: for being my BEST TENT PARTNERS, good listeners and a place to share deepest secrets with(haha) and create codes and etc man.
NANDHINI: for being the ONE and ONLY INDIAN in the group and also part of our alliance plus for her special watch.
SAM: for being CRAZY with me and haha lame jokes at times.
VINCENT: for being the BEST FOOD IC(besides Ernest), always there thinking of ways to improve the food and so to not have us all starve.
CINDY, BAO XIAN and LESTER: for being the BEST HELPERS secretly without complaining they tried to help out in every ways.
WAN RU: for being the most ENTHU girl? she loves to laugh.
YUPING and JOSEPH: for being the BEST SEA EXPEDITION ICs and never gave up in the super tiring process.
ERNEST: for being THE BIG BROTHER for all of us. STRONGEST man whom when he is there, we have no more fears. get it? someone who can give us all the confidence.
CLIFFORD: for being our CAMERAMAN. and my partner in counting days for the 5 days to be over. haha.
RICHARD: for his CUTENESS? haha. and intriguing personality. he has a fan club. woah.
and not to forget..
CHARLIE/ISKANDAR: our MORE THAN JUST INSTRUCTOR. idk how to describe him in other words but yea without him, our barker may just always be in the storming stage and never could have perform or survive it through. he made everything all went off smoothly and so we are all back alive! (:

With them all plus myself. We make up the mother barkers.
We are the BEST barkers group. faced live and death together.
the wild mosquitoes bites, height fears, endurance through carrying the heavy bags for land expedition and dirty mud with crabs and everything during sea expedition(around 6am-6pm of both?) add on to the food we just had to force them through our throats and sleeping in tents wasn't fun at all when your body aches.
it definitely wasn't easy at all but we managed to survive the 5 days through.
such a great experience with strong bonds of new friendship and trust we had for one another as our lives depends on one another. them as our belayers and supporters when you felt like you were gona die. seriously that was how i felt when i couldn't swim and all.(still, my favourite activity was the JETTY JUMP!)

ok guys. photos soon when i receive them alright?
I have to go pack my luggage for china trip in 2 days time!
idk if im excited or what but yea see you all soon!
i would end my post with my favourite quote from OBS;

'when you're home, you wish for an adventure.
but when you're in an adventure, you wish to be at home.'

how true!
ADIOS! MUCHLOVES!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:20 PM

i am so not looking forward to obs tomorrow.
hopefully. it's not gona be as bad as i'm picturing it.
saveeeeee meeeeeeeeeee.
see you
in 5days.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:46 PM

i always want to touch my body. -.-

dear friends.
maybe if life could take pauses then it would be best right.

then i would pause it for it is now.
when i'm lazing on bed watching dramas non-stop.
or when i'm having pleasant dreams (recent one. i dreamt of a rich guy so in love with me. that he made me be his master. while him, the slave. haha. idk why but i'm touched by his moves. oh whatever)

when i'm with my awesome friends. or family.(not when they're being annoying)
or idk.

actually.....

why is it during school days. or even exams. i often blog but when it's the holidays, it's so hard to see me updating my stuffs. haha.
i just never know where to start.

too many wonderful things happened. (except the teaching experience. cos i can't teach primary 2 kids! seriously.) the 08A04 coolest poolside party ever. to museum. to NP visit. to shopping. to really long (double-deck!) bus rides. to halloweeeen! to manymany others.

ohgawd. when december comes. i will have to slowly stop the daily outings and start revising my stuffs. next year is so such a nightmare. why am i so pessimist. maybe i need more more motivation. but whattttt. okok i promised them not to talk about g.u.y.s anymore. oh is creepy considered a guy. haha. eh i'm suddenly so depressed. cos idk whatelse to write and i think i am soooo longwinded. which is bad.

and what's more. i was chatting with steph just now. she sounded like she's gona leave me or something. geez. my emotions can change real fast. ohyes shaf. we really have to make the communist blog like right away? atleast we can still share their stories in that and not let you just forget about us. bubu. ); even mad canoe is leaving. tsktsk. we've known each other since we're like 10years old. shizz why am i againnn so sad.

anyway THANKS for all the memories.

i shall post some photos here! smile people.

and darl. your email never fails to make me smile and say i love you again! heh.

BE HAIRPEE! EAT UP AND NEXT POST SHALL BE ON OBS? OR CHINA? WOOOOOTS~

Till then.

MUCH LOVE!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:17 PM