i think i'm crazy. ttm.here are some evidences:1) watched K, J, T dramas straight 2-3 weeks non stop? slept only when my laptop needs to restart at 4. and had to wake up at 6++ and be late to school AGAIN. this time tsk detention. 2) don't eat whole day or eat whole day.3) msged creepy and get insulted or flirt i can't figure which.4) screwedddddd my OP. atleast i finished them though cos i thought i would instead just run out of the room with hair flying and a hero to comfort me? (tsk macam betul.)5) msged gorbie and confessed. ok i did not achieve the 2nd part but yes he was all cute but still tsk he is younger fuzz. 6) deng ignored me! he abandoned me and now he doesnt even wants to look at me. (automatically turn his head when he noticed me) ouch! ))); if he looks, it'll be full of anger and hatred. whyy oh why. my fault.7) i took too much photos. i don't exactly know what is my problem here but tskkkkkkkk i am weird.8) walked by the forest in school uni in search for the holy hall of nus. who knows there might be wild animals or perverts hiding.9) afraid of cats. they can make me shiver and tremble and even cry(literally). anything that took place. i'm contented. but just felt that something is lost. what thing. i am clueless. i seriously have no idea why i'm talking like this. but sincerely yes who cares. i'm happy the heavy stress are over or maybe not but i'm just pushing it away. still, it's gona be over soon i am bloody glad soon. ok what i need to do now..-write up my OP script
-not skip anymore malay.
it amazed me how strong you are to be able to overcome and cover up all that deep killing sorrows and instead just portray your fake emotions. how i wish i could tell you that i'm here for you whenever you need me."
A friend is a gift you give yourself"-ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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