Argh.
feeling like shit the whole day.
teared infront of mdm lai.
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i felt so bad. im ashamed. i have let my parents. teachers. and friends down.
omg. i was seriously thinking of quitting school for a moment just now.
it seems like i have wasted my bloody time of months in jc but still couldnt achieve anything yet.
academics gone haywire. everything changed.
im not happy. i miss my old life. shit.

lalalalala.
im gona try to be positive.
oh maybe my mugging wasnt enough yet.
yea. stepping stone to success. sigh.
keep believing and trying.
im tired.
i had too much icecreams at night. bad but helpful.

green monster. i hearts you. (: