i just miss her a lot. lots and lots. but she isnt coming back. i just hope everything is going on fine for her there. moni. i admire you a lot darling. i just so love you. cant help but reminiscing the good times we had. real good time. you hang in there ok. i cant help wondering if whatever in your blog is true. but still keep the DELTA spirit in you yea. (: and remember you still have me here. (:

sigh. my internet connection was spoilt the last 2 days. and i had to do researches in school library. frustrated. spent my whole half hour break just to get a webpage open. freaking damn slow connection. i kept cursing the computer but still it have no reaction. sad. oh baseball was great. but tired. ass hates me i guess. hit me twice! and it was painful i nearly cried. haha. exaggerating.

i think i am loving CHINA so much now. beijing huang ying ni means beijing welcomes you. i cant help singing the song because it kept repeating in my mind and everyone loves it. (: most interesting lesson is china studies.

how i wish you were here to go crazy with me. laugh like nobody's business. and gossips and cry and do the faces with me. shit. smile. talking about gossips. there is someone who gave a very bad impression to me. wanted to talk bad about my class. my classmates. hello? they may not be the perfect class everyone wants to be in but they are still nice people. needs to get to know them better then you can judge. i seriously find some people weird. looks so nice and friendly but it turns out to be a black banana or whatever it is. rude.

...i so feel like drinking green tea now. my stomach went crazy today. and i have been running to school every morning recently. almost late. everyday. sigh. btw you know it is really cute and funny seeing a huge crowd running with their bags. like fast and far distance. haha. just to get in school on time. ohyea. stayed in school till 6 justnow. and played SIMS the whole time. in school when everyone was busy studying! haha. no idea what is wrong with me. btw im curious. how can anyone get so high for econs? it is like so tough. the essay. omg i must start revising my stuffs soon. oh yea. im gona have my malay listening compre a-levels tomorrow. i hate the listening. always dont understand. due to the slowness i always fell asleep while the exam was on.

i miss blogging. heh. chewychewy gorbachev died so fast. randomly struck by lightning or what death monster. haha. i bet no one understand what im talking about. oh wells. i hope everyone had a good day cos i just had mine. (: haha.
much love.
cheers.