yeay! we had a change of teacher. we have mr khoo for econs now. (:
whopee! whee! he is very comprehensive etc.

student council investiture event went ok.
i was just ushering and touring the other JC students.
i went for the the college tour with Temasek. omg.
okay. yadayada. i saw this pae-forgotten-name guy. he used to be the SC if im not wrong. but hey he came as a guest. and that is when i realised that i havent seen him ever since the end of pae. omg he looks korean+taiwan+hk. heh. okok. my nonsense again.

ohyea was tired of writing eom. so shaf and i took a break not with kitkat(haha lame). instead, we competed to search the photographs of the best looking guy EVER. haha. omg. i googled world's handsome guys and it turns out to be world's ugliest guys. im not being mean or what. but perhaps they think they are too handsome for that title? omg. ok shall not elaborate further. heh. i searched for korean guys! and found many. but still DENNIS OH is better. (: i post his photo in the next post ok?

xxx today everyone like so emotional unstable. and i swear ass just made me feel like killing him just now. i am serious. omg. he kicked my bloody chair so hard. eh hello? of course i am NOT happy. idiot. rude dude. whatever. ):
anyway. my class is getting more serious in their studies. no more pon-ers. talk about pon-ers, i am the only one in class who hasnt skipped a day of my peejay life yet. (:

tired. that's all.
baaaabbbbbbyyyyyeeeeee.
<3

hello monster! HAHA.
i dont know why. just kept acknowledging almost everything as monster.
oh. maybe because of history. i get so frustrated by the bloody what ba maw. kept cursing him for being an idiot in the history of burma. oh wells. i cant stop smiling and yawnnnning now.
hey! i'm bucking up now. did a little econs and history just now. oh i stayed for night studies just now. it was nice. haha. i think i did much studying today. because my econs and china teacher didnt come and so use the free period to study. weeeeeee.

btw guys. asking people to do survey just makes my day. haha! omg. seriously. okay shall not elaborate. lalalala. the cute art guy is attached! but yea its okay. i just find him cute. nothing else. and moni. YES! IM SO GONA TAKE THAT CHALLENGE. HAHA. YOU DONT HAVE TO ASK CLIFF RIGHT. LIKE OMG. AND STOP THE *british accent* HAHA. <3333333333 you too!

rasa sayang eh rasa sayang sayang eh. zzzz
can i go sleep now. i cant remember what else to say shit. too many things happened.
from this guy to that guy. hahaha. kidding. T.T
i want to go ikea. to buy highlighters. ):
who wants to go with me. heh. people have sex cos of boredom? how great.
haha. okay. cheers people!
i am gona have an early night.
omg. first period ECONS LECTURE. then GEEPEE.
omg. shall die painfully. see which hero comes first. haha. well.
have to get rid of the phobia shit.
i'm enjoying life.
(((((((((((:

ADIOSAMOSAIWANTOEAT.

im sooooooo in love. love is in the air. heeeeheeee.






heh.



ohmy. you have to know this. my friends and i just discovered our peejay school ART room.


holyman. it is uberly cool. small but spacious room. haha! okay it is just restricted for art people. but the door was left opened a little so i peeped. Then, this cute (omg im serious. super cute) guy asked ,"may i help you" (giving that im-really-nice look) omg! he is hot. haha. pj girls go figure who is that guy. hahahaha. and yea i almost fainted but just smiled casually (trying to act cool) and replied, "ohoh. nono. justjust checking out this room. sososo cool." couldnt remember he reaction because i was so high flying. hahas! okay so snap photo. and yea. here it is....

okay. i gave up. it is the first picture. im still not good in posting the photos i guess. =/

goodnight world. chewychewy.

i just miss her a lot. lots and lots. but she isnt coming back. i just hope everything is going on fine for her there. moni. i admire you a lot darling. i just so love you. cant help but reminiscing the good times we had. real good time. you hang in there ok. i cant help wondering if whatever in your blog is true. but still keep the DELTA spirit in you yea. (: and remember you still have me here. (:

sigh. my internet connection was spoilt the last 2 days. and i had to do researches in school library. frustrated. spent my whole half hour break just to get a webpage open. freaking damn slow connection. i kept cursing the computer but still it have no reaction. sad. oh baseball was great. but tired. ass hates me i guess. hit me twice! and it was painful i nearly cried. haha. exaggerating.

i think i am loving CHINA so much now. beijing huang ying ni means beijing welcomes you. i cant help singing the song because it kept repeating in my mind and everyone loves it. (: most interesting lesson is china studies.

how i wish you were here to go crazy with me. laugh like nobody's business. and gossips and cry and do the faces with me. shit. smile. talking about gossips. there is someone who gave a very bad impression to me. wanted to talk bad about my class. my classmates. hello? they may not be the perfect class everyone wants to be in but they are still nice people. needs to get to know them better then you can judge. i seriously find some people weird. looks so nice and friendly but it turns out to be a black banana or whatever it is. rude.

...i so feel like drinking green tea now. my stomach went crazy today. and i have been running to school every morning recently. almost late. everyday. sigh. btw you know it is really cute and funny seeing a huge crowd running with their bags. like fast and far distance. haha. just to get in school on time. ohyea. stayed in school till 6 justnow. and played SIMS the whole time. in school when everyone was busy studying! haha. no idea what is wrong with me. btw im curious. how can anyone get so high for econs? it is like so tough. the essay. omg i must start revising my stuffs soon. oh yea. im gona have my malay listening compre a-levels tomorrow. i hate the listening. always dont understand. due to the slowness i always fell asleep while the exam was on.

i miss blogging. heh. chewychewy gorbachev died so fast. randomly struck by lightning or what death monster. haha. i bet no one understand what im talking about. oh wells. i hope everyone had a good day cos i just had mine. (: haha.
much love.
cheers.

I feel like eating mac fries ah.
omg. i've been super alot lately and exercise super little. shit. anywayyy. i think it is better if you go away yea. and so i wont be reminded of everything. shit. real crappish. argh. okay i'm sorry guys. just emo abit maybe due to too much of the guilty feeling for not doing any academics stuffs this whole weekend. didn't expect it to pass so fast. fuzz. fuzz. oh man. i need a hug now. for comfort and yea the coldness is gona freeze me to death. sigh. stop thinking of the..

okay. today! i met the SHAMONKEYS!(minus xm) sad! she couldnt make it for no reason. it must be wenqin's fault lah for FORGETTING to inform xm of the venue and time. ishish. heh. anyway. GREAT day i tell you. okay maybe just a little awkward when everyone went quiet after laughing our hearts out. okay haha. it was supposed to be cheryl's belated birthday party but it turns out to be more like our girls stuff session. like hello. random movies.(mas: choose an alphabet each and so we watch that movie) haha. manicure. pedicure. life updates!(omg. i love this most. okay as you know our sharing session about guys in our schools. we are all from different schools anyway. mas even showed us a video of her class guys. and its like only 3girls in her class? omg. i so totally want to be there. heh.) ohmy. many others. love them. sigh. if only the stoner xm was there too. it will certainly be more more fun.

i learnt a lot today. i love god. thank god. and will do everything for Him. im sick now. not literally. maybe just the heart. okay whatever it is i shall tell myself tomorrow is a new bright sunny beautiful awesome day. (: ohya. motivator for school tomorrow: history lecture. (winks)
ohman. real long day tomorrow. but still. yeay! looking forward for baseball-ing too. (((:

hugs and kisses.
goodnight peeps.
<3<3<3

OH LOVES. LOVELIES. LOVING. LOVE LOVE. ETC.
Hahahaha! Im so loving it.
I PASSED MY HISTORY! OMG!
Not an E even. It's a C!
((((((:
~flying.
Heeehehee.
You don't know how happy i am.
Mr Ng told us in lecture that he will be pinning our marks at 12pm.
But supposedly my pw lesson will only end at 12.30.
But we just couldnt wait to cancel our names in case others see our lowest U marks...
But we didn't! Cause we fare quite well. okay it is near to excellent as most of the other history students did not pass. ):
wooohooo! im seriously more motivated to study.
Maybe try to get a B by promos? haha.
(: im just smiling. and heart jumping for joy.
ohmy.

OHOH. im sorry to tricia and her pw group.
maybe i shall name them. shafiqah, dian, danny, jia yi and bernice.
really sorry guys. forgive me yea? if you dearies are still angry with me then i'd rather just jump down. you guys made my days in peejay. shared my sorrows. made me smile when i'm down.
hug me when i need it most. and like everything. please i need you guys yea. or i will die painfully in peejay. ): oh yea. i forgot about the sweets to keep me awake in boring lectures. hehe. oh and checking out on guys. gorbachev!!! so hot.
okay i shall stop that. haha.

well. well. where are the monkeys.
we are supposed to be online now to discuss on our plans for tomorrow. aiyo.
none of them is there. anyway overall my results are bad i guess. i got every grades except S.
coolness yea? haha. im starting to LOVE CHINA alot. yes. i am very serious. China is getting more fun eventhough the memorising is a killer. But still i think loving it may help in my memorising right? i'm not sleeping in classes anymore! hopefully it will continue as that for my next 9weeks. after promos im so gona have my holidays. now, STUDY. i have a lot of things to do. Improve on my sentence structure, language, not quote for econs, not be careless for maths. Plus note never leave any topics unrevised before coming for the papers. i have learnt from my mistakes. yea. adding oil and accelerate from now onwards.

..........today when to kampung glam. to find raya cloths? but they were just the typical lacey kinds. nothing new. ended up with nothing. had dinner at geylang and headed home. food was great! i had ayam penyet. yums man. outing with my family is so fun. even when it just means sitting in the car because we have no idea where to go. haha. they are my life. my world. and pillar of success. (: love my family a lot.
haha. i remembered dian in class,''i miss my family!'' out of a sudden you know.
damn hilarious. our whole row laughed like crazy. (((:

life is really unpredictable. sometimes we fell as if we are flying so high and looking forward to great things while sometimes we feel like sleeping and never to wake up.
yea. ironic. okay people, im off now.
i just love blogging. it makes me go woooo.

a smile for the world. (:
goodbye.

im saying this again. no more mass suicide.
it's only the mids. they wont kick you out even if you get straight Us right?
omg. study harder and we will together survive through guys!
my class is not that bad afterall. just that we arent that bonded.
(ohyea. i have to think of an outing which hasnt happen for our class yet. soon yea? still planning. better if there is any suggestions.)
my classmates! they were sadly planning for a mass suicide and promoting to whoever who gets Us to join them.
an example of a planning is that everyone is to die at the exact same timing but at different locations. haha. so we will hit the first page headlines and interesting investigations will be conducted on our suicides.
funny! ok im neutral. if many wants to participate then i guess i will follow the flow?
(:

ohyea. late to school. thought it was raining and so it is still acceptable for latecoming on rainy days. however, they changed the rules. ):

P.E was fun today. eventhough we still had to run(i've been failing 2.4 and undergoing P.E remedials btw). we played softballs! whee~
like finally we are playing games instead of running running jumping and run again.
yeah! and next lesson we are gona learn how to play baseball. AWESOME!

anyway. i think im loving malay cos of 2 reasons. mostly because of Gorbachev. haha! secondly because i actually got A for malay! definitely happy and wishing hoping praying that i will get that for my As. (: tomorrow getting back history which i know i am gona die. 99% sure.
we will see. hope there is like some miracle on the way to pass me.
okay lovelies. im leaving now.
manyloves.

adios.

Argh.
feeling like shit the whole day.
teared infront of mdm lai.
):
i felt so bad. im ashamed. i have let my parents. teachers. and friends down.
omg. i was seriously thinking of quitting school for a moment just now.
it seems like i have wasted my bloody time of months in jc but still couldnt achieve anything yet.
academics gone haywire. everything changed.
im not happy. i miss my old life. shit.

lalalalala.
im gona try to be positive.
oh maybe my mugging wasnt enough yet.
yea. stepping stone to success. sigh.
keep believing and trying.
im tired.
i had too much icecreams at night. bad but helpful.

green monster. i hearts you. (:

ohlove. im tired. tired. tired. and tired.
i got lotsa things to share! but, too tired to type. ):
okay. but one thing i must really say is that i got a mail from england!
my bf there. oh envy me people. envy me.
(i sound like drunkard woman) ohmy. so wrong.
okay. i miss her you know.
okay. haha. oh yea! i pass CHINA!
can celebrate already.
ohmy. she went off so fast.
didnt get to pass love from s'pore.
okay. i want to sleep.
sayonara. still finds blogging fun.
<3333333333
zzz

My first say. Im not happy as you know school starts tomorrow. )): I dont think i've had enough rest yet. Argh. So fast! The June holiday wasnt much fun indeed. Back to school like almost everyday of the first 2 weeks! And 3rd week of little rest plus video editing. 4th week had to mug and consultation and stuffs. Ohmy. Exams was not as fun as i thought it is because i couldnt do like everything! Haha. My results will be out atleast by end of this week? I just hope and hope that it wont be as bad as straight Us. Ohman. Im just gona kill myself if that happens!

Okay. Okay. I am going to be optimistic now.
Let me share with you some cool events i've went through recently.
-MOE excel fest! It was kind of painful. The long standing hours wearing that cot shoes. But still, the guys i just made friends with made the evening a great one! (: thanks guys! and of course my darlings, shaf, dian and crystal. (:
-oh before that was the pw workshops and australian maths. It wasnt cool or interesting or whatever but it was funny! I mean the australian maths. There were H2 J1s and even J2s! Can you just imagine. Omg. Im like not up to their kind of maths yet hello? Haha. I dont understand a crap. Seriously. So demoralising. But yea boost morale by going shopping with dear amalina after that. Tell me how cool is that. Hee. Pw was okay just sad for Keefey. ):
-I cant remember whatelse. Oh. The RP visit after testimonials collection. Nothing much to crap on that just that i met my dearies Massy, Nada and Clara and friend redzuan. (: 5 years of friendship i shall treasure.

Ohyea. Penelope i like. Maybe just because they have the handsome guy starring. (:
And youth day this year was fun due to the Click Five show! (: Oh i love it.
Kidnap my heart....
Blogging is kind of fun i realise. Much loves! (((: